Today i feel very sad, but, also happy...sad is because i lose her, happy is because now i am single...
You already make the decision...i know, you already give me your answer, i know..i really know it...thank you for you treat me like that, i think, i will not fall in love again..impossible for me...today, i got listen a song...the song is really nice...a china singer's song...it really touch my heart...tuoch my feel...ooo..forget to congrate you...now you also freedom already..you can do what you like...yahooooooo...wish you all the best in your future...i think i not suitable accompany you to achieve your future together...we should seperate here...good luck ya..wish you can remember me..even one minute...thanks for you..give me such lot sweet memories...i won't forget you...i hope you too...:-(...anyway...thank you...my life is end....that is really end...
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Saturday, December 20, 2008
strange between us...
Hai...again, today i wanna talking about my feeling, my feeling about this few days. First, i would like to ask you, "How are you?". Now, i feel very strange about you, i do not know what i should talk to you, is it any topic that we can discuss??? No...no...no, we are become strange, you are changed, since you are change, i lose you...i know.. i lose you.
My heart really hurt, ah...ah, ah...i cant breath now, you are my oxigen, without you, i can't breath, i really can't breath..i feel that i want to cry, but, my eyes no tear. Why i so painful, why i choose to like you, why you start away from me, why we become strange...why?why?why? Why between us got so lot of "why"???
This holiday, i really no mood, until that day, you said you want come, from that time my energy is back, any demand that you require i willing help you to do, i really willing do anything for you, even you need my life, i also can give you. I do not know what else i can do for you...you may tell me, is it you want me away from you, is it you wan me return back your freedom, is it you wan say we are impossible to me??? I known you got a lot requirement you want tell me...i know it...i will...i will think about it carefully....
My heart really hurt, ah...ah, ah...i cant breath now, you are my oxigen, without you, i can't breath, i really can't breath..i feel that i want to cry, but, my eyes no tear. Why i so painful, why i choose to like you, why you start away from me, why we become strange...why?why?why? Why between us got so lot of "why"???
This holiday, i really no mood, until that day, you said you want come, from that time my energy is back, any demand that you require i willing help you to do, i really willing do anything for you, even you need my life, i also can give you. I do not know what else i can do for you...you may tell me, is it you want me away from you, is it you wan me return back your freedom, is it you wan say we are impossible to me??? I known you got a lot requirement you want tell me...i know it...i will...i will think about it carefully....
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Finally i get ur answer...you know what i mean??
Hahahah...today as usual, i only wake up in the early morning, then help my mum sweap the floor, then having my breakfast. That is really nothing to do ya...really boring...i still have one drama havent watch, so i start my day with watching that drama...
From the morning of 9am i start my drama and boring life, but, anyway i still keep looking for my handphone, hopefully that you will sms me, even is a formal sms, but, finally i didn't get it. Today, my mood really bad, i also don't know why, why i am so unhappy, so bad mood. Is it because of you??? I try keep to ask myself, why i am so foolish??why i so stupid???I known that we are impossible, but, why i still care about you, why my whole mind is you, i really do not know. Yup, i have try to ask myself, is it i can left all my things to love you, my answer is YES. Again, why i so foolish? I know that is impossible for me, that will no have any result in future, eventhough how many effort that i put on you.
Today, i wish you can contact me. But, i think that is impossible. I had cry a lot of time..because of you...but, nevermind, i won't care. Because, that all is only my own way, is i love you, that is not your opinion. i will try to avoid to think about this.
I really hate myself, why i cannot treat you bad or hate you. Every time, when i want start to convince myself try to avoid from you, but, all the time i failed, i lose, i really lose on you. Your life are very meaningful.
I know that i cant give any happiness to you, but, i promised that, anyway, i want you happy. You happy, any problem on me also nevermind. As i said, i willing to lose everythings to protect you.
Lastly, i hope that, please you treat your other "friend" well, truth...i dun wish someone will hurt again. You know what i mean, right?? You should think everything before you decided. If i talk too much...sorry, anyway, i wish you happy everytime.
I am getting to graduate, my future is coming soon, wish you better than me ya.....as i said before...."smile"...bye bye...
From the morning of 9am i start my drama and boring life, but, anyway i still keep looking for my handphone, hopefully that you will sms me, even is a formal sms, but, finally i didn't get it. Today, my mood really bad, i also don't know why, why i am so unhappy, so bad mood. Is it because of you??? I try keep to ask myself, why i am so foolish??why i so stupid???I known that we are impossible, but, why i still care about you, why my whole mind is you, i really do not know. Yup, i have try to ask myself, is it i can left all my things to love you, my answer is YES. Again, why i so foolish? I know that is impossible for me, that will no have any result in future, eventhough how many effort that i put on you.
Today, i wish you can contact me. But, i think that is impossible. I had cry a lot of time..because of you...but, nevermind, i won't care. Because, that all is only my own way, is i love you, that is not your opinion. i will try to avoid to think about this.
I really hate myself, why i cannot treat you bad or hate you. Every time, when i want start to convince myself try to avoid from you, but, all the time i failed, i lose, i really lose on you. Your life are very meaningful.
I know that i cant give any happiness to you, but, i promised that, anyway, i want you happy. You happy, any problem on me also nevermind. As i said, i willing to lose everythings to protect you.
Lastly, i hope that, please you treat your other "friend" well, truth...i dun wish someone will hurt again. You know what i mean, right?? You should think everything before you decided. If i talk too much...sorry, anyway, i wish you happy everytime.
I am getting to graduate, my future is coming soon, wish you better than me ya.....as i said before...."smile"...bye bye...
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
My first time went to China...China Trip(27th-7th Dec)
This semester break, i went to china for vacation (during 27th until 7th of december) with UUM gang. Before i went there, i really excited, because that is first time i go oversea by flight. Before i didn't have any experience take flight as my transportation to my destination. This is my first time, but i really feel that, flight is not such enjoy or comfortable as i think. Some more, we ar take economic class flight, so, may be that is the factor..haha, but, for me i really dislike to choose take flight as my transportation , hahaha.
China trip, i can summaries it with 2 words "excited" and "wonderful". In my china trip, i learn a lot of china history, from their building, promotion and business methods(shopping center), talking methods and also their foods. Their building and food really nice and all is out of my expectation. We have try a lot of delicious foods such as, "ra men", "xiao men", "lamb cucuk", "bing tang hu lu", "nuo mi hong dou bang", and a lot lot lot of nice foods. All the foods is really nice and delicious, i really wish to eat them again, hahaha.
Apart from their foods, their building is also nice and beautiful..i also went for a lot special destination such as "Tian an men ", "Gu gong(zhi jing cheng)", great wall, "wang fu jing street" and many many destination. I didn't known before, a big building can be built up without one nail, i have experience it in my china trip. hahaha, sure that i had took a lot of picture...hahah, next time i will share with you all.
Another one things that i experience in my trip is their promotion and selling methods. I feel that the shopping center promoter like force the people to buy and consume at their store. They are very smart, because, they can speak most of the tourist language in simple ways. They alway use sreaming and pull their guest to their store. I had experience bargain price with them and get high percentage discount from them. Hahaha, i success to purchased a lot of things for my family members and my own. That is a very different shopping experience for me along my life untill today, really special and memoriable.
Apart we visit the China under the leading by our tour guide(xiao ma), we also went out by ourself. Hahaha, that is really excited. First time we went out, we ask the people around the road to go Wang Fu Street. we success, we get there. We really enjoy there, a nice way, great and beautiful, like the street of Hong Kong. Around 11.00pm, we moved from there, we get the subway and arrive another transaction(Gong Zu Fen), but, the bus line was stoped, we can't take bus already. Luckly, we had met a couple, they help us to bargain the taxi fee. Thanks you ooo..that couple.
I really get a lot of nice memories during my china trip. I known a lot new friends, things, culture and wonderful experience. If i got another chance, i will visit there again. Hey, UUM gang, promise ya, don't forget our sweet memories. Next time we went there again o. I mean you all lah, Samsam di, tham n jone...China Trip....ohhhh yessss!!!!!
Jeff
China trip, i can summaries it with 2 words "excited" and "wonderful". In my china trip, i learn a lot of china history, from their building, promotion and business methods(shopping center), talking methods and also their foods. Their building and food really nice and all is out of my expectation. We have try a lot of delicious foods such as, "ra men", "xiao men", "lamb cucuk", "bing tang hu lu", "nuo mi hong dou bang", and a lot lot lot of nice foods. All the foods is really nice and delicious, i really wish to eat them again, hahaha.
Apart from their foods, their building is also nice and beautiful..i also went for a lot special destination such as "Tian an men ", "Gu gong(zhi jing cheng)", great wall, "wang fu jing street" and many many destination. I didn't known before, a big building can be built up without one nail, i have experience it in my china trip. hahaha, sure that i had took a lot of picture...hahah, next time i will share with you all.
Another one things that i experience in my trip is their promotion and selling methods. I feel that the shopping center promoter like force the people to buy and consume at their store. They are very smart, because, they can speak most of the tourist language in simple ways. They alway use sreaming and pull their guest to their store. I had experience bargain price with them and get high percentage discount from them. Hahaha, i success to purchased a lot of things for my family members and my own. That is a very different shopping experience for me along my life untill today, really special and memoriable.
Apart we visit the China under the leading by our tour guide(xiao ma), we also went out by ourself. Hahaha, that is really excited. First time we went out, we ask the people around the road to go Wang Fu Street. we success, we get there. We really enjoy there, a nice way, great and beautiful, like the street of Hong Kong. Around 11.00pm, we moved from there, we get the subway and arrive another transaction(Gong Zu Fen), but, the bus line was stoped, we can't take bus already. Luckly, we had met a couple, they help us to bargain the taxi fee. Thanks you ooo..that couple.
I really get a lot of nice memories during my china trip. I known a lot new friends, things, culture and wonderful experience. If i got another chance, i will visit there again. Hey, UUM gang, promise ya, don't forget our sweet memories. Next time we went there again o. I mean you all lah, Samsam di, tham n jone...China Trip....ohhhh yessss!!!!!
Jeff
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