Finally i get ur answer...you know what i mean??

Hahahah...today as usual, i only wake up in the early morning, then help my mum sweap the floor, then having my breakfast. That is really nothing to do ya...really boring...i still have one drama havent watch, so i start my day with watching that drama...

From the morning of 9am i start my drama and boring life, but, anyway i still keep looking for my handphone, hopefully that you will sms me, even is a formal sms, but, finally i didn't get it. Today, my mood really bad, i also don't know why, why i am so unhappy, so bad mood. Is it because of you??? I try keep to ask myself, why i am so foolish??why i so stupid???I known that we are impossible, but, why i still care about you, why my whole mind is you, i really do not know. Yup, i have try to ask myself, is it i can left all my things to love you, my answer is YES. Again, why i so foolish? I know that is impossible for me, that will no have any result in future, eventhough how many effort that i put on you.

Today, i wish you can contact me. But, i think that is impossible. I had cry a lot of time..because of you...but, nevermind, i won't care. Because, that all is only my own way, is i love you, that is not your opinion. i will try to avoid to think about this.

I really hate myself, why i cannot treat you bad or hate you. Every time, when i want start to convince myself try to avoid from you, but, all the time i failed, i lose, i really lose on you. Your life are very meaningful.

I know that i cant give any happiness to you, but, i promised that, anyway, i want you happy. You happy, any problem on me also nevermind. As i said, i willing to lose everythings to protect you.
Lastly, i hope that, please you treat your other "friend" well, truth...i dun wish someone will hurt again. You know what i mean, right?? You should think everything before you decided. If i talk too much...sorry, anyway, i wish you happy everytime.

I am getting to graduate, my future is coming soon, wish you better than me ya.....as i said before...."smile"...bye bye...