strange between us...

Hai...again, today i wanna talking about my feeling, my feeling about this few days. First, i would like to ask you, "How are you?". Now, i feel very strange about you, i do not know what i should talk to you, is it any topic that we can discuss??? No...no...no, we are become strange, you are changed, since you are change, i lose you...i know.. i lose you.

My heart really hurt, ah...ah, ah...i cant breath now, you are my oxigen, without you, i can't breath, i really can't breath..i feel that i want to cry, but, my eyes no tear. Why i so painful, why i choose to like you, why you start away from me, why we become strange...why?why?why? Why between us got so lot of "why"???

This holiday, i really no mood, until that day, you said you want come, from that time my energy is back, any demand that you require i willing help you to do, i really willing do anything for you, even you need my life, i also can give you. I do not know what else i can do for you...you may tell me, is it you want me away from you, is it you wan me return back your freedom, is it you wan say we are impossible to me??? I known you got a lot requirement you want tell me...i know it...i will...i will think about it carefully....